Fuck this

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Please, dont hold me down.

Gosh, my head is killing me. I was crying last night because my boyfriend dumped me. haha. I could laugh about it now because i don't care, but of course i do. I'm just pretending and I'm a good pretender. Well, I decided I need to cleanse myself so that's why I'm going to restrict my diet even more than what i do. I hate winter break because I can't run. I mean i could go to the park but i just get lazy and when school was in session i would run, have soccer, and just going to school was an exercise. Uhm i want to go on a water fast for about 5 days to see how it goes, but even that seems impossible. I need someone for support. :( and i have none. moomoo. I'm a alone in this world. I think I'll start tomorrow and I'll keep everything updated. I wish i had a weight scale but that would be very suspicious. I haven't weight myself for quite a while now but I've notice my collar bones protrude more and 1 bone in my chest that shows also my legs are getting thinner in a way. Only one can notice these difference since we get so used to our body, but knowing how much you really weight is best. I'm going to take pictures of my changes from start to finish maybe that would be sort of proof. :). Ok then bye-bye.
Stay Strong <3
:)

2 comments:

  1. Well dear, he's a douche and blatantly not worth it ^.^
    When you're stunningly thin, he'll look and think "shit, I left her?"
    But when you're thin, him leaving wont hurt you anymore: you wont need him :)

    ~Twigs
    xx.

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  2. You don't need him for support.
    All you need is self control, and when you are thin, you'll have plenty of guys after you.

    : )

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